So. How is everybody out there in internet land?
Good?
I should hope so!

Tell me, f-list, what is your fav-o-rite fandom?
What makes you giggle likes the fangirl you know you are?

Mine is kingdom hearts! (I think a few of you know this...)

Yaoi? Yuri? Thanks, but no thanks?

I like yaoi. <3


Tell me f-list, what do you prefer?

Has 7chan really been bought by mootle?
What the fuck is up with this gold account shit?

Whatever. The chemo didn't seem to help much, did it?

ANYWAY~

So, ever notice how people seem to get nicer during the holidays? I mean, can't they just be nice all year round?
I call bullshit on this.
:3

Well, maybe none of anyone has noticed, but I haven't wrote much in this here journal for quite awhile.
I've been sick. Really sick. It's... not fun.
Not the mind sick, the OMFG GOD MY BODY sick.
Yeah, you know what I'm talking about.

SO. Axel's hips DO lie. He has the hips of a woman, yet he is of the male gender.
I again call bullshit on this.

Much love, shooping the whoop, and confusion,
~C.

Please God, if there is a God, let me grow up to be strong.
Please, allow my sister to grow up strong, pretty, and popular.
Please allow my mother to ... I don't really know. Maybe get better?
Please allow others to see me as I see myself, and then judge me by that image.
Please allow those that need hope this time of year, to find hope. And allow those that have no hope to find comfort in knowing things cannot get worse.
Please allow me to get better at drawing, because without that I cannot survive in this world.
Please allow me to grow into a better person, so I can be a better role model for my little sister.
Please allow my father to get over his anger.
Please help my grandfather.

I don't need gifts this Christmas. Even if you can only do one of those things, I'd be grateful. Even if it was only done half way.

Thank you,
C.

So. I'm sick.
Again.

On that note:
Being sick while you are depressed is NEVER a good thing.

On another note:
My boy friend adores me. This is all fine and good. I'm glad.
ON the same but slightly different note, I realized I've never been truly happy, and Ben is right. I'm not happy. I just don't care anymore.

On a good note: My friend is doing a-ok! 8D

... I need a job.

( Chancellor Danin, brief Her on Her Chores. )

Ah... please read it. <3

And so, here I am today.
A familiar face in a crowd of strange ones.
Oh, the place may be the same.
But the people, oh, those people.
They are stronger, faster, more aware and less caring.
New friendships come fast, hard, and sudden. The old ones seem to die in the same manner.
The people I loved to hate once, are now the people I hate to love.
And some vise-versa.
This place is the same, but the people, oh the people! They seem to have changed!
One summer away, and it seems everyone has changed without me!
A Sophomore last year, a Junior this. Maybe that is what happened? Older and wiser?
No.
Maybe, I'm the one that changed?
Perhaps, to them, I'm the stranger?
A strange face in a crowd of familiar ones...

What in gods name is a BNF?
I have to wonder why everyone worships these so-called "Gods of Fandom."
Honestly people?
They are just like you.
Okay, they write well.
Okay, they draw well.
Okay, they *insertshithere*
Big deal.
Are they published?
Do they have their art hanging in museums? Own an art gallery?
Does anyone outside of this little Lj fan-comm actually care what they think?
Probably not.
Probably not.
Not really.

So, why worship them?

WHAT BUTTFUCKERY HAS OUR INTERNET COME TO?

God. Sometimes I really hate my fandom. I love you Kingdom hearts, but some of the people in you make me feel smart.
And that, guys, is a hard thing to do.

ALSO: I'M PROUD TO SAY I LIKE THE EMPEROR'S NEW GROOVE AND MY FAVORITE MOVIE IS NOT A DISNEY ONE.
Why?
Because Matilda is fucking amazing.<3

Also, fandom elitists?
You guys suck hardcore. Maybe one day you will learn to have tolerance for mary-sues/stus and other shit like that.
Really, an OC IN UR FANDUMB is not the worst thing ever. Trust me.

And as for the new number 14?
NOT A FUCKING SUE.
IF NOMURA MADE HER, THEN SHE ISN'T A SUE.
And, before you go all: BUT IT'S AGAINST PREVIOUS SHIT OF THE SAYING!!!!111i4343895743543535*death*

NOMURA IS ON CRACK AND LIKES TO FUCK WITH US.
^^^ Well known fact there folks. ^^^
And at this point he has probably realized he'll make A LOT of money off the Kingdom Hearts franchise. So I doubt he cares.

M~

( I'm so going to get my vagina ripped out for this one. >D )

It's raining~ It's pouring~
Fuckin' Finally man.

I'm told I talk like someone from the 80's or I'm constantly stoned.
I'm not either, really, truly, and honestly dearies.
I'm just weird.

In other news, I broke up with Ben.
Or, really, I explained to him that I "need to be fucking normal and have a useless, silly high-school fling".
I mean, that was yesterday.
And today I was asked out by a pretty, pretty boy. <3
Nyoro~n

See, long story short, apparently I am attractive to the opposite sex. Not sure why, but WTFEVER. Anyway, these three guys liked me. Now, again, I'm not sure why. Apparently they think I'm pretteh. <3
yay <3

Really though. Also, I am going to a school for children gifted in the creative and language arts.
I find this rather funny, since I did not get in for my art, I got in for my WRITING.
Excuse me, what now?  Really. Truly. Confused.

Apparently, I have talent. I'm not a writer folks, I'm a ARTIST. I FUCKIN DRAWWWWWWWWW.
DO NOT WRITE.
D: *angst*

Anyway, I'm so fucking glad it is raining. You have no idea how happy it makes me. The prospect of everything being alive again is wonderful. And wet earth? The smell of water? Rain time? Yeah.
I'm pretty much stoned on life right now.
Yay me. THUNDERRRRR THUNDEEEERRRR I LOOOVVVEEEE YOUUUUUUU. <3333

Today I realized I am no good for roleplaying, but that I should instead sit the fuck down and shut the fuck up.
;3; Awwww man. I like roleplaying. I just suck at it.